I have a blog too!, though it's half dead now -_-;;
everlasting-daydreamz
deviantart account yuzuk1

still alive, but rarely submit art XD
my art is not *that* good anyway

this journal is open to everyone, but if you want to friend me, just add me and i will add you back asap
just be aware for my corrupted beyond corrupted mind
I'm a fujoshi, though not really a severe one
who knows when I started being a fujoshi? maybe I have an inner-fujoshi soul since I was born *smirk*

( what i like? )

because Kalafina is like the most awesome band ever~
Discography per 11 october 2009
all files are 320kbps mp3 otherwise stated =D
mediafire download



-SINGLES-

oblivious (2008.01.23)
Tracklist :
1. oblivious
2. Kimi ga hikari ni kaete yuku
3. kizuato

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?xmi4zze5gmj

Re.oblivious (2008.04.23)
Tracklist :
1. Oblivious - fukan fukei mix
2. Interlude 01
3. Kimi ga hikari ni kaete yuku -accoustic ver.
4. Interlude 02
5. Kizuato - piano2 mix
6. Finale

Link : (192 kbps)http://www.mediafire.com/?tzbkzyxzw1u

Sprinter/ARIA (2008.07.30)
Tracklist :
1. Sprinter
2. Aria
3. Oblivious (instrumental)

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?y2mx42xdjm1

Fairytale (2008.12.24)
Tracklist:
1. Fairytale
2. Serenato
3. Sprinter (instrumental)

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?mljfytxzdsg

Lacrimosa
Kuroshitsuji ED 2
Tracklist :
1. Lacrimosa
2. Gloria
3. Lacrimosa (instrumental)

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?jguyfnwz4gw

Storia (2009.07.01)
Theme song of Rekishi Hiwa Historia
tracklist :
1. Storia
2. Lirica
3. Storia (instrumental)

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?24mzjzm3tcz

Progressive (2009.10.28)
Tracklist :
1. Progressive
2. utsukushisa
3. Progressive -instrumental-

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?dfjnjdkzjwd


-ALBUM-

SEVENTH HEAVEN
Tracklist :
1. Overture
2. Oblivious
3. Love come down
4. Natsu no Ringo
5. Fairytale
6. ARIA
7. Mata Kaze ga tsuyoku natta
8. Kizuato
9. Serenato
10. Ongaku
11. Ashita no Keshiki
12. Sprinter
13. Kimi ga hikari ni kaete yuku
14. Seventh Heaven

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?dgmvamtizmn

will post all links once finished uploading =D
don't ask me which one I recommend, because I like all of their songs

-edit- may take a while because mediafire refuses to cooperate with me
-edit- phew, finished! now, hunt for sound holic's phantom dreamer

2 weeks before AFA 2009! =DDD~~
i will be cosplaying there (most likely) as I have the costume already XDD
must save money!!!the more the better, ugh

yeah, before that.... I have 3 assignments due a few days after AFA
OMG
Financial Reporting : 900/2000
management Accounting : 800/2000
Auditing : luckily this one got no minimum, Haven't started at all

not to mention there will be 3 tests this month
gyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
why the hell they put so much in 3rd year while 1st and 2nd year are like some long holiday?!
and not to mention I'm procrastinating as always...
Luna online is eating my time too

for fall season anime:
actually I have so much in my hdd, but only 2 series stalked

Stalked :
Seitokai no ichizon and Miracle Train

halfway done, then the rest is rotting in my hdd:
Umineko no naku koro ni

1st eps, then the rest is rotting in my hdd:
tatakau shisho - book of bantorra
Tegami bachi
Yumeiro patissiere
Kampfer
11eyes

rotting in hdd without even touched:
Fairy Tail
I don't think I will ever watch this one, I should erase it because it has AYA HIRANO in it

more rotting things :
Yuki Kajiura live part 1
eh....forgive me yuki sama!!!! but yuuka is my least favourite girl from FictionJunction ;__;
Macross Frontier Live blablabla
I don't know why I downloaded this, hate megumi nakajima (and the vocaloid based on her), love May'n to bits. Yoko Kanno? Yuki Kajiura is much better~
Cencoroll
is it good?

Montage
Vocal : Fumi Roppongi (KENN), Iku Shiodome (Yuuki Kaji), Ryougoku Itsumi(Morita Masakazu), Shinjuku Rintarou (Okiayu Ryoutarou)

Tsugiawaseta kyou ga hagarete kuzureta kimi no montage
Kakushita real face torimodose

Yugamu mirage samayoi ga china jidai no shadow place
Tokumei na sonzai ni sono mi wo itsuwatte
Houwa shiteru shoutai fumei no netsu kara
Jirijiri to iradachi wo kanjiteru

Break down
Kitto kantan ni nomikomaren da “asai / heartless / sedai”
Dare ga warui wake jya nai “hidai / shiteku / kentai ni / shout”
“why don’t you go?”

Tsugiawaseta kyou ga hagarete kuzureru kimi no montage
Sarakedashite kotoba nanka erabanakute ii
Just believing you motto hagashite shibaritsuketa kako
Atarashii face mitsukeru tabi he to “yes, through the dark”
You make a wonder trip!!

Nazoru kishi-kan muishiki ni hari meguru yobou-sen
Jyouzetsu na daibensha kanjin na jibun ha doko?
Donna retorikku kuuru ni yosottatte mou
Genjitsu ga “sore nari” de houki shiteru

Kick out
Kyuu ni hourikomaretan jyanai ze? “gaman tsuyoi / marionette show”
Koe wo kikasete mite yo “ganjyou ni / sejyau shiteta / soul”
“why don’t you cry?”

Hiroi ageta biisu ni haritsuku yomenai kimi no hyoujou
Fake koshi ni sukete mieru hontou no sign wo
Let’s search for you motto agaite jibun ni deaou
Arukidaseba kiseki wa hajimaru “yes, catch the shine”
Go to the next trip!!
You make a wonder trip!!

Tsumikasaneta reason hodoite muryoku na kimi no montage
Hontou no itami ha ima iyashite ageru yo
Let’s search for you motto, jiyuu na jibun ni naru tame
Kokoro kara no sakebi wo kikasete “yes, catch the truth”

Tsugiawaseta kyou ga hagarete kuzureru kimi no montage
Sarakedashite kotoba nanka erabanakute ii
Just believing you motto hagashite shibaritsuketa kako
Atarashii face mitsukeru tabi he to “yes, through the dark”
You make a wonder trip!!

...spent I dunno how many hours
this is the most difficult lyric I ever romanized ;________;
anyway I love this song and anime so much!!!!
Fumi Roppongi and Iku Shiodome <3333333333

tracklist :
1. Phantom dreamer
2. Border of my life
3. Shoujo ningyou
4. Gin no hana
5. The dreamland
6. Yumemi kusa
7. mayohiga no kuroi kage
8. Utsusemi no shirabe
9. Draw the line
10. Ryu
11. RockaCherry Party

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?mokn4jwnztm

From here : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
well I should be doing my homework, but being the ultimate procrastinator I am, I would always find something interesting to stray from homework ;3

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

~not sure about this

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

~no way, I'm truly ignorant, I doubt that I could love 3D man 100%

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

~ asal tajir langsung gw kawinin deh

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

~no way, I'm ignorant, see above, and I would be too shy to even approach someone, I like or not

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

~no, education is the biggest bullshit ever made, I forget everything I learned right after exams

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

~this is true

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

~this is true, I need to rely on God more than I am now

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

~uh, maybe..

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

~well, it depends on who you ask, my parents would always say that I'm childish bastard who is never grateful of what I have. but if you ask my friends, they may give different answers. as for myself...I don;t think my opinion is important, I live according to others' image anyway, who cares about the insides...?

anyway... where's my "MONTAGE"??? I mean, Miracle train's op, it should be released today!!

Tags: daily life, real life

here's the lyrics, I've uploaded the song some time ago
I like this song verrrry much >,<

Dies=Nova
vocal : Yumi Kawamura
composer : Morrigan
circle : Luna-Haze

Runkaku Ga sukoshi dake usuraide
Yume ka nanika no you ni

Mabayusa ha toki ori tsuyoku nari
Namarazu me wo hosometa

Sutendogurasu furisosogu
Niji iro no ame wo moguru shoujo
Mai oriru

Kono maboroshi ga kieru made
Hatameku you na sono shiroi kuuki ni
Furesasete

Mabayusa ha toki ori tsuyoku nari
Kage wo mo nomikonda

Aa watashi ha nani ni inorubeki ka
Yake ni omotai mabuta

Yawaraka na senritsu no haoto ga kikoeru
Mada kienai maboroshi

Hikari no taba de tsumugareru tsubasa wo obita sono hosoi senaka
Hirugaeru

Kono yume kara sameru made
Hatameku you na sono shiroi kuuki ni
Furesasete

I'm addicted to Ayane's Arrival of tears now awww

here, I got this from my friend's facebook

MOBILE PHONE
I never thought of this.......
This lady has now changed her habit of how she lists her names on her mobile phone after her handbag was stolen. Her handbag, which contained her cell phone, credit card, wallet...etc. .. was stolen.

20 minutes later when she called her hubby, from a pay phone telling him what had happened, hubby says 'I received your text asking about our pin number and I've replied a little while ago.'

When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the money was already withdrawn. The thief had actually used the stolen cell phone to text 'hubby' in the contact list and got hold of the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from their bank account.


MORAL of the lesson:
Do not disclose the relationship between you and the people in your contact list. Avoid using names like Home, Honey, Hubby, Sweetheart, Dad, Mom, etc.... And very importantly, when sensitive info is being asked through texts, CONFIRM by calling back. Also, when you're being text by friends or family to meet them somewhere, be sure to call back to confirm that the message came from them. If you don't reach them, be very careful about going places to meet 'family and friends' who text you.



well, I practically poured my brain's insides to my handphone, no matter what handphone i'm using. this is DISASTER!
I don't believe my brain as I believe my handphone, really
I only remember useless things while all important things left forgotten
err, the best thing is to keep your handphone safe rite?

for show off purpose
........
nope, if you want any of these, feel free to request

-SINGLES-
Abingdon Boys School - STRENGTH
Akiko Shikata - Katayoku no tori
ALI Project - Jigoku no mon
Arashi - Beautiful Days
Arashi - TRUTH
Ayane - Arrival of tears

Ceui - Espacio

KOKIA - KARMA
KOKIA - Transparent

L'arc~en~ciel - Nexus 4/SHINE

Maaya Sakamoto - Triangler
Maaya Sakamoto - Saigo no Kajitsu
May'n - Kimi shinitamou koto nakare

Noria - hitomi no kotae

Shugo Chara Egg! - Minna no tamago
Shuuji to Akira - Seishun Amigo
Suzuki Yuki - Aka no Kakera

-DOUJIN-
Luna-Haze - Dies=Nova
Onoken - GO AHEAD

....argh
will update later, if I have the will anyway

I got rid of my online games yesterday, which are only SEAL Online (indonesian version) and XILERO
replaced by Starry Sky ~ in spring and Starry Sky ~ in autumn
Starry Sky ~ in summer currently downloading
Haven't installed 2 BL games : Enzai Falsely accused and Zettai fukujuu meirei absolute obedience
I wonder if I still have the gut to play yaoi games...
the 1st yaoi game I played was Silver Chaos just because it has english patch
....I have not touched yaoi for some time now and I'm sure the tolerance level has dropped dangerously
I feel like when I was 15 -__-;; the 1st time touched yaoi

whatever, I play Starry sky while busy scratching the touchscreen in my DS
gotta get help from kanji rakubiki jiten, y'know
I wonder when the hell I will remember those mountain of kanjis enough to play smoothly
aaaaaaaaaaargh....

by the way...does apollo justice has any sequel?
will trauma team be released in NDS, whatever version???
I want my PS2 back!! I want a PSP
*sob*

anyway here's your eyecancer for today
I just bought this lolita outfit and decided to take photo
btw, the storeclerk asked me whether i'm a japanese or not.ha, you wish!! sadly, 100% wrong, I'm impossibly japanese lol~ anyway it's the 2nd time I was asked if I'm a japanese
I dunno why they could think that...



jya
till sometime i decided to share my music, or whatever =P

Duca - EverSpiral
from the album 12 Stories

Hateshinaku tsuzuku kono michi de, ima ha tada mune no chizu wo hirogete
Jibun no ashi de fumishimeteku mada minu ashita he to

Deguchi no nai ryo de hitori nakushita mono sagashite ha
Doko kara ka kikoeru kanashigena koe ni mimi wo fusagu

Itsuka mita yume no you na hibi ga ryoute kara koboreochiteku
Mou mayowanaide ima tachiagare

Hateshinaku tsuzuku kono michi de, ima ha tada mune no chizu wo hirogete
Jibun no kage wo oikaketeku tachidomatte irarenai

Hakanai kyou wo mamoritai kizutsuku koto osorezu ni
Nagashita namida yuuki he to kawaru toki tsuyoku nareru

Itsuka saita hana no you na egao nido to chirasanaito
Kimi ni yakusoku shita kara mou mayowanai

Dokomade mo tsuzuku kono michi de ima ha tada mune no chizu wo kakagete
Jibun no ashi de fumishimeteku mada minu ashita he to

Hateshinaku tsuzuku kono michi de ima ha tada mune no kodou wo tayori ni
Jibun no ashi de fumishimeteku furikaette irarenai

Kanashimi no rasen no naka
Naze kurikaesu?　Tatakai No imi kagami ni toikakeru

Hateshinaku tsuzuku kono michi ha owari nado nai koto kizuita toki
Atarashii michi ga umareru dakara boku ha yuku yo

Hateshinaku tsuzuku kono michi de ima ha tada aruki tsuzukete ikou
Jibun no ishi wo michishirube ni kagayaku ashita he to


it's a very nice song...
I love almost every song Duca sings

Tracklist :
1. Miracle upper - WL
2. To die for xxx
3, Miracle upper - WL (instrumental)
4. to die for xxx (instrumental)

Link : http://www.mediafire.com/?boyttjyt5yl

I love miracle upper WL very very much~
must watch May'n again this AFA XD

reading auditing notes needs more than willingness
I dunno how long I have put this into wait but I must read it in the end :sigh:

I will just put files here, too lazy to put anything else
more songs than usual =D

Yumi Kawamura - Dies=Nova (album : Luna-Haze - Dies=Nova)
I love Yumi Kawamura's voice since she sang Persona 3 songs
http://www.mediafire.com/?gg2h2mmgyjy

Chata - Kimi (album : Onoken - GO AHEAD)
http://www.mediafire.com/?2gczz2znmzf

Asriel - Metamorphose (album : ASRIEL - UNVEIL)
Monochrome Factor OP
http://www.mediafire.com/?q1wzm1q2j3n


Let me put non doujin songs here =P

Emily Bindiger - Everytime you kissed me (album : Pandora Hearts OST 2)
composed by none other than Yuki Kajiura-sama
it's bound to be wonderful~
http://www.mediafire.com/?2jyiznorlwm

Uploaded these for a friend a long time ago
Sound Horizon - Unmei no Futago (album : Moira)
http://www.mediafire.com/?tmtddwgem0g

Sound Horizon - Hoshi megami no miko (album : -sigh-)
http://www.mediafire.com/?nu4mmnqjrmm

and instrumental songs here

Yoko Shimomura - Sinister Sundown (album : everywhere in Kingdom Hearts OST)
http://www.mediafire.com/?24tgmkyrmkd

Yoko Shimomura - Colored Earth (album : Drammatica)
http://www.mediafire.com/?z4vqiizml5k

Well, since LJ decided to ban me yesterday...
and I was busy with college *cough* the past few days...
Here's the music for today, from Subarashiki Kono Sekai - The world ends with you
Well, this is a bit different than my usual genre, I myself didn't know that I could dig hip-hop music
I am playing the game now, maybe the game poisoned my ear --;;

-No picture because I simply don't have the picture --; I recall it's full of street-design pins-

Okaay, this is it
Song Title : Someday -unplugged-
Album : Subarashiki Kono Sekai + The world ends with you
Vocal : SAWA
Composer : Takeharu Ishimoto
Download : http://www.mediafire.com/?miorrowwz3y


Actually there is more than this, but those could wait =P

guess what? I got like 4500 pages of lecture notes for 6 months *dies*

Few instrumental tracks here~

Title :
Track 14 - Contractor -> http://www.mediafire.com/file/hamyd323umy/14 Contractor.mp3
Track 15 - Will -> http://www.mediafire.com/file/k3hwto1yndz/15 Will.mp3
Track 24 - Turn -> http://www.mediafire.com/?1zmejnwzdt0
Track 25 - Melody -> http://www.mediafire.com/?zvzgzi4qy4y


All tracks are from "Pandora Hearts Original Soundtrack 1"
Composer : Yuki Kajiura (my favourite composer =P)
there is chorus in Contractor, my guess is that is Eri ito's voice, but who knows...

more umineko music later =P
for today....



I'm not sure which pic to put here =| so I put this
song title : Tsubomi
artist : Duca (one of my favourite doujin singers =D)
composer : Anze Hijiri
Track 5 of the album "Canvas 3 hakugin no portrait OST"
(contains other songs by Haruka Shimotsuki, Chata, etc~)
Lyrics : somewhere in this journal,http://yuzuk1.livejournal.com/20339.html
Download : http://www.mediafire.com/?inayz0lfzc2


thinking of doujin music and instrumentals....

I'm bored, and those management accounting and auditing articles are definitely not helping
and I decided to fill this journal with something worthy, other than my useless ranting =D
anyway I'll only post my type of music and I do not accept request o ho ho ho
so here's the music
one song at a time, coz I'm still lazy even if I'm bored =P


Song title : Katayoku no tori
Umineko no naku koro ni anime OP1 (dunno whether there will be OP2 or not...)
Artist : Akiko Shikata
from the single "Katayoku no tori"
B-side : VII (also an awesome song)
Lyrics : http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/umineko/katayokunotori.htm
Download : http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?mztznmlf02y
tell me if you want the whole single, because I'm too lazy~

no, it's not me who counts the weeks, it's LJ
what am I doing lately?
studying Japanese, which my mom said as a ~waste~, better learn to cook, hmpff
watching SUGOI~! (aka Canaan) and only understand a small part of it
changed my pet's name to toyota alphard, why? because it's SUGOI~!
watching umineko no naku koro ni, best anime of this season
its OP song, Katayoku no Tori (leaked recently) by Akiko Shikata is the awsome kyaaaaa
ED song La Divina Tragedia ~makyoku will be released next month, great but I can't come to like Jimang's voice :x
watching last season's animes : Pandora Hearts (great), 07 Ghost (strays too much from the manga, methink), Valkyria Chronicles (lost the light after Isara's death)
washing the electric fan, becoz it's very dusty lol
canvas drawing = pandora hearts, apparently too high-level for me, 3/5 done, with Gil un-drawn lol
say byebye to yaoi, no courage, don't really want it now
reading tsubasa reservoir chronicle and fairy cube and harry potter
waiting for pandora hearts, kuroshitsuji, and nabari no ou indonesian version, should be this month :x
waiting for lossy version of WAVE - veridical factor (C76 release)
having sore throat right now :( and no watermelon lozenges T_T
done

okay i still envy those who attend anime boston, but I'm happy I watched this concert!
the concert was a blast~~~~~
the minor flaw : the solo guitarist guest ~> some annoying off-notes, and anna koor, not very suitable for memoro de la stono-distant world
other than that, PERFECT
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh~~~
I'm glad I got the CD (the last CD sold that time) and Uematsu's autograph!!!
i was right when choosing the first concert, coz in the 2 next concerts, autograph session is only 30mins
me? I stayed back for maria and draco, 2 encore, dialogue, and still got the autograph XDD
Uematsu-san sang with the choir in One winged Angel!
then in dialogue, people reguested The Black Mages to hold concerts here
awwwwwwwwww I want The Black Mages too~
oh yep, in the dialogue session, there was this uber stupid girl who asked an epic stupid question
Q : will you do an orchestra concert for valkyrie profile silmeria?
audience : *silence*
me : lolwut wtf
translator : wat? can u repeat the nama of the game?
Q : repeat
Uematsu - san : eeeeeee I believe that is Sakuraba-san's part...
someone tried to be a hero telling the stupid girl that the real composer is Motoi Sakuraba ohooo
quite lol there's no one asked about guin saga (which is composed by Uematsu) and rather ask about VP *dies*
sidenote: guin saga OST out next month! while pandora hearts OST, previously scheduled to be released together with guin saga, is postponed to 8 july *cries*

looooong ago, I watch Beginning of fantasy (by twilite orchestra, indo's orchestra) in youtube
okay I watched on tv too, only one winged angel which is the last song
becaaaaaaause i never watch indo's tv as there is no worth-watching program, if only my dad didn't inform me, i would have missed the concert entirely lol
after watched distant world, beginning of fantasy is meh qaurity
twilight orchestra is ok, but I hate that crap Wasabi, trying to play the Black Mages? wtf
and the choir, the number of people is more than distant world and VOICE concert, yet the voice.... qaurity
tl;dr addie MS should kill wasabi and replace choir!
eh of course arnie roth>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>addie ms
what about sherina, mocca wat, kevin wat and wat? just skip it lol stray too far

Kalafina live videos from Seventh Heaven limited DVD =D
for anyone going to Anime Boston, plz take fancam or picture though it's illegal or pick strands of their hair to be cloned~*~
:sigh: I'm soooo wishing AFA will bring yuki + kalafina + FJ somedaaaaaaaaaay *crossfingers*

Oblivious


Kizuato


ARIA
~*~ hmm don't really like this song, but you can hear Maya sings here~!
oh Mayaaaaaaaa come baaaaaaaaaaaack~~ ;_;


Kimi ga hikari ni kaete yuku