I have a blog too!, though it's half dead now -_-;;
everlasting-daydreamz
deviantart account yuzuk1

still alive, but rarely submit art XD
my art is not *that* good anyway

this journal is open to everyone, but if you want to friend me, just add me and i will add you back asap
just be aware for my corrupted beyond corrupted mind
I'm a fujoshi, though not really a severe one
who knows when I started being a fujoshi? maybe I have an inner-fujoshi soul since I was born *smirk*

( what i like? )

okay i still envy those who attend anime boston, but I'm happy I watched this concert!
the concert was a blast~~~~~
the minor flaw : the solo guitarist guest ~> some annoying off-notes, and anna koor, not very suitable for memoro de la stono-distant world
other than that, PERFECT
kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh~~~
I'm glad I got the CD (the last CD sold that time) and Uematsu's autograph!!!
i was right when choosing the first concert, coz in the 2 next concerts, autograph session is only 30mins
me? I stayed back for maria and draco, 2 encore, dialogue, and still got the autograph XDD
Uematsu-san sang with the choir in One winged Angel!
then in dialogue, people reguested The Black Mages to hold concerts here
awwwwwwwwww I want The Black Mages too~
oh yep, in the dialogue session, there was this uber stupid girl who asked an epic stupid question
Q : will you do an orchestra concert for valkyrie profile silmeria?
audience : *silence*
me : lolwut wtf
translator : wat? can u repeat the nama of the game?
Q : repeat
Uematsu - san : eeeeeee I believe that is Sakuraba-san's part...
someone tried to be a hero telling the stupid girl that the real composer is Motoi Sakuraba ohooo
quite lol there's no one asked about guin saga (which is composed by Uematsu) and rather ask about VP *dies*
sidenote: guin saga OST out next month! while pandora hearts OST, previously scheduled to be released together with guin saga, is postponed to 8 july *cries*

looooong ago, I watch Beginning of fantasy (by twilite orchestra, indo's orchestra) in youtube
okay I watched on tv too, only one winged angel which is the last song
becaaaaaaause i never watch indo's tv as there is no worth-watching program, if only my dad didn't inform me, i would have missed the concert entirely lol
after watched distant world, beginning of fantasy is meh qaurity
twilight orchestra is ok, but I hate that crap Wasabi, trying to play the Black Mages? wtf
and the choir, the number of people is more than distant world and VOICE concert, yet the voice.... qaurity
tl;dr addie MS should kill wasabi and replace choir!
eh of course arnie roth>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>addie ms
what about sherina, mocca wat, kevin wat and wat? just skip it lol stray too far

Kalafina live videos from Seventh Heaven limited DVD =D
for anyone going to Anime Boston, plz take fancam or picture though it's illegal or pick strands of their hair to be cloned~*~
:sigh: I'm soooo wishing AFA will bring yuki + kalafina + FJ somedaaaaaaaaaay *crossfingers*

Oblivious


Kizuato


ARIA
~*~ hmm don't really like this song, but you can hear Maya sings here~!
oh Mayaaaaaaaa come baaaaaaaaaaaack~~ ;_;


Kimi ga hikari ni kaete yuku

la la la indeed
I'm even more worried now ;_;
POA exam was so damn difficult
ME exam was quite easy and I'm sure I'm going to get pass
PBF exam was....utter difficult ;___________;
really, why must this year's examiners so cruel?
now I'm worrying about CF and IR
fuck IR I'm not gonna fail for 2nd time, this is the most useless subject I've had in my life
who cares about international relations, terrorism and carbon credits except shangri-la?
and the troll about mas selamat?
CF? I'm worrying and no more
everytime I read the subject guide, few minutes later, I fall asleep
fuck I don't understand almost everything and the exam is this thursday
awesome! =DDDD
I'm addicted to pandora hearts more than 07ghost now hum~
gilbert is so funny~~ this season is full of airheaded guys, not that I mind
now what should I do?
jump off a cliff (facebook test says that's the way I'll die) or make myself taller (as sayonara zetsubou sensei says) or any suggestion...?
cliff where?
I want to kill myself before my mom kills me!!
what a tragic death, caused by london school of economics
maybe they choose the examiners from serial killers -inb4 selecaoXI-

oh and, suddenly I'm addicted to hanamori no oka by FictionJunction KAORI
reallleeehhhh~

the only ~harem~ show that I approve so far is chrome shelled regios
yup yup it's like that
well, haren is not the only main topic in regios, otherwise I won't approve :(
basically regios is fighting and Layfon x everyone, or everyone x Layfon, or no one x Layfon (wait, so it's still harem?)
everyone means at least that 4 girls, named Nina, Leerin, Felli and mayshen, maybe more?
but Layfon is uber dense that he doesn't actually KNOW that they love him
uh, maybe he does know that Leerin loves him, all hail Leerin the bravest one (kissed Layfon already)
as for the others...maybe they have to attack him first before he realizes ^^;
no gg guessing for the ending, as Layfon is as dense as stone~
Layfon x ???? or rather ???? x Layfon...
well Sharnid will be ok too *brick'd* he's the Frau of regios for me


next, HIMEKA
ever heard of it?
no? well she's not popular yet, or rather cursed to be not popular 4ever
who cursed? me
srsly she's way overrated
singing voice = so-so, nothing unique, over 9000 people has voice like that
song = quite good, but big no for her cover of sayonara solitaire
face = wat. non-idol face, plus/minus she's canadian. wat
single = no leak coz nipponsei and lone don't release
the reason? she's a fellow irc-er and anime fans
so wat? she doesn't have good enough quality to make me buy her cd
okay I don't care if I'm bashing her, fuck off

sidenote, even himeka had her shitty pv shown on tv
Parallel hearts HQ PV where???

okay I should be studying, as usual but I keep slacking
3 hours stay in library = got almost nothing
then 4 hours of club meeting which consists of planning for the event (which I won't attend because of the exams), game session, and 1st person shooting watching session
went home, slacking again, sat in front of computer
my god, where did my will to study go?

ramble goes on...
this girl, one of yunjae writer, angst lover to the max to the point it's wtflolnonsense
oh I forget that yunjae is actually nonsense
and she writes her fanfics in indonesian
I stopped reading her fanfics before I dislike dbsk because of language problem lol
yaoi in indonesian is a total turn-off, bleh
anyway that fukken girl has a blog which I visit sometime
btw I forgot where I got her blog address
and, does that make me a masochist? because I hate her to the core
I'm also a sadist too because I enjoy watching Cloud (as in Cloud Strife) being impaled, stabbed, pwned etc etc by his mortal enemy Sephiroth
back to the fukken blog, there she writes about the fukken forum
(which I were a member there) good, one point more for masochist
this stupid forum has over 9000 rules, like siggy is xxx x xxx pixel max, replying must be with over 9000 words essay in one post, edit post within 1 second etc etc which are sick
ya think you're the only shitty forum over there?
download links are literally everywhere and free w/o 50 posts~
what a fool I was back then, tsk

TL;DR = fuck the db maniacs there and the forum itself. I quit. fuckin girl, repair your english skill before even typing in english, stupid.


now on to the real post
~THE BEST~
song of this month!
PARALLEL HEARTS - by FictionJunction, Pandora Hearts (1st) opening song


Keiko : uber GORGEOUS as always
Kaori : the 1st time I've seen her in PV without the fabulous Sound Horizon
Wakana : her voice is really something, Kalafina = long hair, FJ = short hair?
Yuriko Kaida : no comment, rly
overall song : OVER 9000, still looping it till today,
note that I'm a Kajiura-whore, wait, that sounds bad, Kajiura worshipper sounds better

~THE GOODBYE~
Maya left Kalafina officially ;_____;
she's one of 2 members chosen from an audition with 30000 participants
chosen by Yuki-sama and Sony, that's why she's really something

Here's the only one PV where we can see Maya, though she performed in Kalafina opening act too
the openign act of ARIA and Kizuato are included in Seventh Heaven DVD


sidenote here~
grunty's gg guessing (that makes a fine G4) failed omgz
G4 predicted that new Kalafina single which will be released 1/7 will be used as a theme song for either Fullmetal Alchemist brotherhood or Valkyria Chronicles, but it turns out to be for NHK's rekishi hiwa historia
anyway anything from Yuki-sama is always great~~~
Kerahna's scrapbook of doom is finished, she has done a great job managing all entries to 100+ page scrapbook which will be presented to Yuki-sama during Anime Boston
yep, the scrapbook including my crappy fanart~
Yuki-sama forgive me for giving you an eyecancer...but I know you would not give us earcancer as replies~~

~THE FUCK~
heartless examiners who made the POA exams questions fabulously difficult = FUCK
mind ya mr.examiner, we studied from previous years exam papers, so if ya made the questions tougher, what could we do? afterall it's ya who suggest us to study exam papers
temperature taking before entering exam room = FUCK
don't ya know how hot it is out there?!how long the queue is?! and mind ya we were going to do our exams! not queueing for shitty groups' concert ticket nor entry to comiket!!
4 more exams = FUCK

~THE WAITING~
22/5 - Distant World Music from Final Fantasy concert
27/5 - Soukyuu no score-the score in blue, La corda d'oro secondo passo ed single
27/5 - Unveil - Asriel's 1st major album
27/5 - Higashi no eden OST - Kenji Kawai
27/5 - Jigoku no mon - ALI Project, Phantom ED single
24/6 - Pandora hearts OST - Yuki Kajiura
24/6 - Guin Saga OST - Nobuo Uematsu
24/6 - Shangri-la OST - Hitomi Kuroishi

...and more! =P
now go back to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!pl0x?

anyway, this, too, a good song
Kokoro Musubi - by Kokoro Musubi All Stars, Higurashi no naku koro ni kai Image album Kokoro Musubi
another song with the tune of "you", the other one being "with you-kizuna" by higurashi seiyuu

yaya, happy 20th birdday to Joce~~
and happy birdday to Hibari Kyoya xD, though he's like... forever 15?or 25 tyl, whatever. how old is he again?
i will be 20 in few months which is suckzzzzz
and really, I'm not like an almost 20 y.o girl mentally and physically
geeeee I choose to be forever young

...waiting for chrome shelled's PVs
yukifina scrapbook is so cool!
exam in 2 days
*dies*

I couldn't find any romaji lyrics of this song, and then...poof
tried to do the lyrics myself
forgive me for any errors because I'm not fluent in Japanese T-T
and guess what else is in my brain except thefuckpbfcfpoairme crap
can't find the song in youtube, so yeah, no sample :3
this song is so <33333

Duca - Tsubomi
Canvas 3 Hakugin no portrait OST

Kikasete kimi no yume wo kanawanai nante iu mae ni
Chiisana tsubomi datte ikiteru no asu he
Nando mo to hou ni kurete makesou na toki koso
Hajimari kamoshirenai

Hana wa saku mirai he shinjiru koto wa toki ni
Kurushikute dame ni narisou demo
Omoi tsuzukeru sono tsuyosa no bun dake kimi wa kagayakeru
Zutto zutto mikata de iru yo

Hanashite kokoro no oku yarusenai you na kimochi to ka
Chiisana tsubomi no mama nemurenai yoru mo
Nando mo tachiagaru tabi jibun rashisa motome
Yukkuri arukidasou

Hana wa saku mirai he ganbaru koto wa toki ni
Hakanakute nukuwarenakutemo
Mayoi tsuzukeru sono tsuyosa no bun dake kimi wa kagayakeru
Zutto zutto mikata de iru yo

Kurikaesu jimon jitou
Seikai Wa ittai doko ni aru no?
Kimi ni dakara sakasu koto ga dekiru tsubomi ga aru

Hana wa saku mirai he shinjiru koto wa toki ni
Kurushikute dame ni narisou demo
Omoi tsuzukeru sono tsuyosa no bun dake kimi wa kagayakeru
Zutto zutto mikata de iru yo

decided to stalk :
#07-GHOST
aka Teito Potter and the eye of Mikhail. whatever you say, the gayer the better >D
Labrador is very cute >w< and I'm surprised that Mikage = Italy

# Pandora Hearts
Yuki Kajiura, I love the manga, enuff said

# Eden of the East
Kenji Kawai, good stories

# Valkyria Chronicles
forget about himeka, even if you don't release the single I won't buy it
the song is nothing special, meh, I prefer ending song
gg says anime sucks, game is muuch better but since I don't own any PS3, anime is enuff for now
airhead welkin and faldio strife cloud landzaat XD

#Phantom~requiem for the phantom
fabulous OP-ED
sousuke sagara and teletha testarossa ein and zwei

#Asura cryin'
decent story
no mary sue-main chara, some humor

#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood
too lazy to read the manga and I missed the 1st season

from previous season:
chrome shelled regios
hetalia

probably stop : Shangri-La, psh, who cares about carbon credit? not me obviously

okay
time to get back to managerial economics
geeeeez

wait willpower sounds like the name from phoenix wright: ace attorney I swear
should be in half-hiatus mode
OMG
pre-exam syndrome = apathy syndrome
dunno apathy syndrome? wiki persona 3

i've just realized that Kenji Kawai's music is uber great! kyaaaa
*is listening to Gundam 00 soundtrack*
ahem, he is also the composer for Higurashi no naku koro ni and fate stay night if i'm not mistaken

by the way
spring 2009 anime season has started!
decided to stalk Pandora Hearts, 07-Ghost, Shangri-La, Asura Cryin', Phantom ~requiem of Phantom~, Valkyria Chronicles, Fullmetal Alchemist : brotherhood and maybe higashi no eden
and continuing from previous season Crome Shelled Regios
older season animes : Tales of the abyss (6 episodes more) and higurashi no naku koro ni
i want to watch sayonara zetsubou sensei and tower of druaga later...


this season's best music is absolutely Pandora hearts! Yuki Kajiura-sama FTW!!!
and I found one more music - mate who likes Kajiura-sama!
apparently he was my classmate in study skill aka english gossiping skill class in smukie XD
more good music : Shangri-La (Hitomi Kuroishi), Higashi no eden (Kenji Kawai),Guin Saga (Nobuo Uemaatsu, though I think I won't watch the anime because it's about tiger-man? and someone says from GAR to GAY wtf), 07-Ghost (the music director for code geass, what's the name again?), Phantom (nanase hikaru seems popular though I never know her, and the music sounds good)

okay
my poor HDD
will need new HDD ;______;

...or half-hiatus
because exams are nearing rapidly
and I haven't finished my studies yet
now consider yourself lucky if you caught me in MSN or facebook =P
I will go online just for checking torrent and some forums for any download links
yay for pandora hearts, 07ghost, fullmetal alchemist and kiniro no corda secondo passo
and yay for distant world!
that's why I must finish my studies like now
hmmmph
jya
until may 29 XD

kasus david gimana neh...? kok da ga ada beritanya?
gundam 00 uda kaya film bokep komedi
minta diketawain haiiyyyah
wtf marina mo ikut2 lacus lo pake nyanyi2
sekalian aja cat rambut jadi pink da


best doujin song ever
Soko ni aru mono by MAIKAZE
opening of touhou anime project



Sound holic ft 709 sec - amazing universe
from reitaisai6 album wind gazer


barbarian on the groove feat chata - guruppo
cari sendiri! XP
ga nemu di youtube soalnya

wtf
that 3 wheeled girl bought lg icecream
which i want!!!!! i want the blue one not the pink =)
pink deserved to be shoved to the sea which is blue colored

wtf
wtf
wtf
kthx

and here i am listening to strange music~
akiko shikata~~
and i can't come to like closed/underground, too bad
sound holic ft 709sec. should release more albums!!!!!!!!
the wind gazer album is AWESOME, kick dbsk away
not sure about sound holic meets touhou though, should listen to it before it rots in my comp
my fav circle is still MAIKAZE
maikaze ftw!!!!!!!!!!! fell in love since soko ni aru mono
barbarian on the groove is also awesome~~

konser distant world music from final fantasy ditambah 1 show lagi
dan gw keabisan tiket lagi!!!
gila bener, kkonser masi bulan mei tiket da abis
goblok bener, gw uda mikir shownya bakal ditambah tapi ga ngecek2
kira2 bakal ditambah lagi gak?
menurut gw sih kagak
tp kalo singapore itu opening, harusnya dia masi bisa tambahin show lagi
tp kayanya susah ya...
emang dasar sial ama bego aja gw bisa2nya ga dapet tiket lagi

expect me to mourn about it for at least 1 week
kalo lo manggil gw dan gw ga jawab2 ato kalo gw jawabnya lama ato gw ngomongnya ngawur
berarti masi dalam mode meratap ya


better train myself to play valkyrie, pokemon or worse left 4 dead
other FPS game?
or should I join the WoW bandwagon

I eat way too much today
should do double exercise
damn

yeah, back to the freakin fuckin life
revision starts this week
seriously, 7 hours a day, almost everyday
i'd rather die

i'm supposed to start studying today because tomorrow is the schedule for group studying
OMG

it's raining cats and dogs out there
more reason for me no to step out from my unit's door
hot sunny day - don't want to go out, because it's HOT, i hate sweating and getting tanned
rainy day - don't want to go out, because it's RAINING and I must use my umbrella
I will end up as hikikomori maybe

oh
where's the new item for pet society??????

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear I'm gonna spend this day cursing
the most unfortunate day ever
PBF exams
raining all day
the fuckin menstrual period
cf exam tomorrow
and the top of it
THE TICKET FOR DISTANT WORLD ARE ALL SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today is public sales and the tickets are all gone???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay i'm stupid because i didn't buy at the opening date and instead listen to my friend to wait for student discount 20%
and as an artfest member I could get 10% discount on the opening date which is 4 march
today is 9 march and all tickets are gone!!!!!!!! 2 shows!!!
WTTTTTTTTTTTTTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
SIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
i'm the nth most unfortunate person after the guy in to aru majutsu no index!!!!!!
now don't look for me if I disappear suddenly
I've got the reason for hanging myself to death
*hangs self*

I HATE prelim exams!!
One of the most useless things in the world is prelim exam?
Why bother study for something that not contribute to your final mark?
If there's no prelim, I can enjoy 2-3 weeks holiday!! and now I'm supposed to study!
Grrrrrrawwwww!!
PBF prelim is TOMORROW and I've just finished around 3,5 chapters out of 10+ chapters, and I'm not sure if the 3,5 chapters is all in my brain, or worse I'm sure that the 3,5 chapters is not in my brain
wtf, I'm sure I will walk out from the exam hall right after 1 hour
what about CF? 2,5 chapters till now
and I'm gonna watch Kin iro no Corda after this because the 2nd season will start soon
screw you CF

my facebook, chatting and whatnot recently are filled with David Hartanto Widjaja
It is really the big news here, because of the twist and turns and all the drama and speculations.
I won't add any speculation, hidden fact or whatever, because I know nothing, I know this all from internet, and from my friend. Plus my brain refuses to function properly today.
We (as Me and David) were from the same highschool.
Now before someone asks me if I know him, NO, I didn't know he existed before this incident.
He is 2 grades above me, and from what I know, he's smart.
I say, I believe David is innocent, he's not guilty of anything.
Why? I just believe =)
He's too far smart enough not to do stupid thing like suicide (even suicide attempt)
He survived from our high school, that means he won't be stressed easily. ahem.


now for what has been bugging me these days
He's smart, sociable, hardworking etc etc
Now when he passed away, everyone wants to keep his good name (including me)

compare with me
otaku, fujoshi, stupid, antisocial
If I die in a strange incident, I will be charged guilty for sure
that's why my mom feels worried

and sorry if I make this look like a joke
I do not intend to

Yuki Kajiura + Kalafina will perform in AnimeBoston
the date.... not sure, but should be around May

the big boss will make a scrapbook consists of fanarts etc etc and will be handed to yuki
what should I make?
she says there is no quality filter except for unacceptable troll
hm, nobody can;t guarantee my art is not troll
for god's sake i can't draw >___________>

can't attend yuki's concert, there is another concert
Distant World : Music From Final Fantasy
Esplanade
22-23 May 2009

I'm soooooooooo going to this one!
who cares if it's during exam month
as long as it doesn't clash with exam date /gg

GOT IT!!!!!!!!

LACRIMOSA AND SEVENTH HEAVEN!!!!!!!


Lacrimosa iz EPIC
Gloria is okayyy, but prefer Lacrimosa of course XD

for the album, i'm quite surprised Hikaru get to sing many parts
usually, she's like "................." and sing the chorus
like in lacrimosa ^^;;
my fave tracks for now would be "Natsu no ringo" (FTW!!!!!!!) and "Ongaku" (YEAH!!!!!!)
some says "Love come down" is godly, but seems like it has to grow on me more..

would they perform the new songs for the closed Premium Live... I wonder
keiko the dancing widow /gg

now, STUDY!!!!!!!!
yesterday i spent my time on genshiken
5 episodes in a day --;;